So May I guess I see roughly what you have installed for me.

It appears it's going to be a tough month ahead but I shall brave through it.

Filled to the brim with assignments, special events and grief, I think this month will be a test.

A test for myself to see how far I can be beaten down, how far I can be in despair but still be able to rise from the ashes. Or so that's what I hope for.

I only ask for you to be kind to me, to show me a path way for my escape, for my growth, for my maturity.