It's A Beautiful Day

There's this sense of joy I feel in my heart. I wonder what could it be. It's a fluttery feeling, something I haven't felt in a long time or perhaps a new feeling. This is strange, it's so foreign and new.

This week I truly had a taste of what I would potentially like my life to be like. The wrong choices aside, it has opened up my eyes to view life in a different light. I've never gone out so late so many nights in a row before. I've never let lose like I have these past 9 days, it's been great!

I've never enjoyed myself over Raya this much before. Never had as much fun as I did in this past week and I love it! I loved every bit of it! I mean sure not everything is all play, we all have to struggle and work to get to where we want to be, to come to that peak we all long to stand tall at. But, there's this little voice in my head that keeps telling me I can live in that standard. I can be in par with the elite. I can achieve the dreams I want and feeling so confident makes me happy. It keeps me secured. IT helps me think straight.

I suppose this new feeling is prodigious to say the least. I can't fathom what brought about it but from what I can speculate, it's from a change of winds. A nice change, a good one. Goodnight.

Love,
Kim x